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re of adding flowers to a brocade, fewer of delivering charcoal in the snow. 。In just two short days, warmth experienced the full range of human emotions. 。She had a splitting headache. She was still...Han Bi drank her sorrows alone, physically and mentally exhausted. She didn't want to say a word, nor did she want to resent or blame anyone. lda accompanied her in drinking. Over the years, abroad, they had gotten through this way.

lda accompanied Han Bi as the only person in America. They lived a lonely life there. When Han Bi first arrived, she couldn't speak English. To learn it, she went through a lot of hardship. In order to keep up with Fei Mo, she acted while studying, earning her degree and learning two foreign languages. She wanted to prove that she was better than anyone else and deserved him. 。I did a lot, a lot, but I endured the loneliness and didn't contact him. 。Even without a connection, her bookshelves were full of magazines and newspapers about him. She bought every single one, even the ones with rumors about him and women, just to know his news. 。Over the years, Ye Fei Mo would always appear at the events she attended, award ceremonies, jewelry launches, or any event she participated in. Every time, she would show up with a different woman. It made her feel jealous and heartbroken. 。He was just looking for an excuse to be under the same sky as her, to get closer to her. And she, every time, would bring different women around him, coming and going by his side, like that for seven years. 。Every time she saw his cold eyes, she had an irresistible urge to go back to him, but she desperately held herself back. 。If she could have come back a year earlier, perhaps the outcome for her and Fei Mo would have been different. If all these years, even once, she had chosen to go to him, he might have forgiven her and cleared the past misunderstandings. 。But she had none of it. For the sake of her damn pride, her status 。Han Bi wiped her tears with a tissue, her heart aching intensely. There was a feeling of suffocation, as if something heavy was pressing down on her chest. Every time she thought about Ye Fei Mo and Wen Nuan, she felt an unbearable pain, like being fried in oil. 。"Han Bi, you truly love him, go and fight for him. Why are you hiding at home wallowing in self-pity" lda said, unable to bear it any longer, "Wen Nuan even dared to hit you, and you're just swallowing your anger""Fight for him" Han Bi chuckled bitterly, "Haven't I been fighting already For the sake of returning to Fei Mo's side, I've already done many things I shouldn't have. No matter how hard I try, if Fei Mo's heart isn't with me anymore, it'll be useless." 。I was too confident, always thinking he would be faithful and wait for me. Who knew that in the end, he still fell in love with someone else 。"Look at the photos of him and Wenwen. I've never seen him smile so happily, never seen him like that. He's truly fallen for Wenwen. There's no chance for me anymore, none at all…"

"You don't try how do you know" lda said, "Han Bi, if you can have his child, how could you not marry him"

"What are you talking about" Han Bi glanced at her, feeling like she was talking nonsense. To conceive Ye Feimo's child, even when they were in F city, even under those circumstances, he, burning with desire, could still stop himself in the end. What else could she expect The watch she gave him, he wore for seven years, but ultimately he returned it to her. What else could she believe"

She had slowly come to believe that Ye Feimo truly didn't love her anymore...

Even though she was his first love and he couldn't forget her, now, in his heart, she didn't hold much weight anymore. He should have realized this a long time ago. 。She is so unwilling to accept this. 。"Han Bi, opportunities are created by oneself. " 。"Lda said, in Han Bi's ear, "Enough," Han Bi wiped away her tears and whispered, "That's enough, you don't have to say any more." 。"This is a great opportunity, last time I taught you " 。" " lda, what are you talking about I don't want to make myself so ugly, I don't want my last bit of beauty in the non-ink heart to disappear, just don't give me such bad ideas anymore. " 。"Han Bi was extremely displeased. She raised her head and gulped down another mouthful of wine, tears sliding down her cheeks. 'I've imprisoned myself, I've ruined my lover with my own hands. How could I be so foolish.'" 。"

Only now do I understand that no amount of money can buy back the feelings we once had, no amount of honor compares to her smile back then, and no achievement can repay her first love. She destroyed her own happiness herself." 。If my ambition hadn't been so great back then, if I had just been an artist floating between the first and second lines, with a group of fans, maybe not as many as there are now, but enough to earn a living, to be comfortable, to have a warm little home, that kind of happiness is something you can't buy today. 。"Then what do you want to do Are you just going to let Ye Ershao surrender like this without a fight Are you okay with that" lda asked sharply, Han Bi covering her head, not wanting to listen to lda's lecturing. 。She had tried every means at her disposal, even lowering herself to beg someone like Fei Mo. What else could she possibly do 。"What's good about warmth Why should it take your lover away, Han Bi Be brave and show some confidence." 。"LDA said, Han Bi smiled wryly," 。Confidence She wasn't lacking in confidence. Compared to Wen Nuan, she was very confident, but... Does having confidence mean you can win back a man's heart "I'm really envious of Wen Nuan..." 。Han Bi let out a self-deprecating chuckle, "Ever since I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth, life has been smooth sailing. My parents treated me like a princess, shielding me from all hardship and suffering. I've never known hunger, the cold, or the sting of scorn." 。Now, with the unwavering support of her fans, she's making a splash in the entertainment industry. In just six months since her debut, her worth is close to that of top-tier actresses. 。Who could have her good luck Seeing her, I think of myself back then. I worked so hard just to get a decent opportunity, and she effortlessly landed the lead role in a Lin Ning film on her very first try. 。I've been toiling away in the entertainment industry, accompanying people to meals, singing, bowing and scraping, being extra careful not to offend anyone. But she can just ignore everything, letting Cai Xiaojing and Fei Mo handle any issues that arise. Everyone knows she's Anning's new favorite. 。Because she was being bullied, Ye Fei Mo could investigate to the bottom of it, even torturing those who bullied her into a disfigured mess, sending them to become prostitutes and be violated at will. 。How could she Everyone in the industry says she's close to Lin Ning, but no one knows that she's Ye Fei Mo's girlfriend. 。Fei Mo protected her everywhere and helped her everywhere. Opportunities that others couldn't get in ten years, she could get with just one word. Why is it so lucky to have such warmth Why is heaven so favored by her It's unfair, really unfair. Ye Fei Mo and Fang Liu Cheng, two men both like her so much. You know why I don't want to film "Wind and Moon Beauty" Because Fang Liu Cheng invested in the filming for Wen Nuan. If Wen Nuan didn't act, they would use me... 。"LDA, I'm so envious of her. All the good fortune in the world seems to be hers! She's young, beautiful, has a great personality, and is well-liked by everyone. You tell me, what do I have that compares to her besides my fame" Han Bi said, laughing as she spoke, another bottle of wine disappearing. 。e it, they would rather end themselves than drag their comrades down. Besides, he and Mo Wushuang weren't particularly close, so Ghost Face didn't care.Wu Shuang's gaze sank slightly; she couldn't aba...